I admit, this post is more for me than for anyone else, but I need to share this burden. For those of you who don't know this, right after my first couple years of college, I worked at a group home for people with disabilities. It was such an amazing experience. When I left for Germany, however, due to the nature of the clients' right to privacy, it was like they fell off the face of the earth, and I didn't hear from them hardly at all. Tonight, after nearly 10 years, I heard something that broke my heart. Two of the clients that I worked with and loved very much have gone to be with Jesus. I know they are in heaven with all my heart as the home was specifically as a Christian Ministry, and Jesus was a huge part of our every day life. Both of these dear ones might not have been the smartest, most capable people, but man alive, they taught me a lot about unconditional love. I'm so happy for them both as they are FINALLY whole and completely understood by all those around them. But my heart breaks as the world has lost two gems of Jesus, who taught me how to love. Thankfully, they're both going to be part of my cheering squad when its my turn to run through the finish line. And I'll slap them both a high five, just like we did down here. And I'll continue to learn more about God's love because of them. Even in heaven. But for now, I weep.